Laur

wordsfrmjl:

I really hate feeling like I need to have my whole life together soon.. as if everything is going to crash down if I don’t have a perfect plan just yet. I’m tired of feeling like I’m running out of time. or like i’m behind everyone else who does know exactly what path they’re going down on. 

God knows that i have good intentions for the world. I have a huge heart that I’m excited to pour into everyone.. into the career that deserves to have me. into the family im yet to have. into being a good parent. a good wife. an influencer. a role model. etc. I just pray that everything falls into place.. in the best favor. I just want to be stable. full. healthy, & happy.

hanzelwrites:

“I just want you to know I’ve realized things. I loved you. Really loved you. But you can’t keep doing the same thing over and over until you hurt me, even if you don’t mean to. And I’m tired. I’m tired of having to forgive you all the time. I hope you learn from this. You can’t just love someone and leave them hanging. You need to prioritize them, love them, give them time. You did those, but they didn’t last. It turned out all that was left of you was a shadow. I was loving a shadow of a man I used to know.”

— —hanzelwrites